in truth and all

current outfit
white bettina liano military button singlet
black high waisted shorts
black opaques
black studded flats
light blue wayfarers
favourite black cardi

current muses

L L.he is amazing

marie antoinette. need i say more ?

songs // bands
dis moi by bb brunes - the GREATEST french indie band ever
marie antoinette soundtrack
the deadly syndrome

news
tomorrow is my last day of school at saint cuthberts college.
ever.

i think im pretending to not be afraid while actually all i want is for someone to hold my hand and tell me that everything is going to be fine and that ill be okay.

right now im trying to write everyone a letter. but im failing. it seems there is so much i want to say and so much in my head yet i cannot put it down on paper.
there are some things i know i cant say and some things i shouldnt say and i wont say them.
i just. i guess im hoping for it to be like a movie.
you know the moment where the lead justs bursts into this amazing speech and. i cant do anything like that.
i dont want to be a total mess tomorrow, i want to be able to just reach into my heart and say things but i cant find the words.

but as much as im terrified im also happy. im not able to describe the happy feeling side right now but i will soon.

at the moment i have this little stinging pain in my heart like there is a needle in it.
it kind of hurts when i breathe and im having trouble getting my head around the whole thing.
its all very happy sad. but i know i will cry tomorrow and im okay with that.

i think i will end up being a right mess tomorrow. but in a good way. if that makes sense.
i have to go get ready for tomorrow.
there will be another blog soon with more fashiony stuff as soon as my camera sorts itself out
LOVE
a.